SWEET CHILD MINE

SWEET CHILD MINE


I want to get back that sweet child mine ;
That child was free as a breeze on a hot summer…
All her innocence ,
All her believes,
All that power that she had to put the world under her feet…
No chains…
No weakness…
No fear …
Now I am older ,I am strong still
But life change me some way ,
I can’t regret the decisions taken
They are defining who I am today.
My body is maturing,
Its start the aging process and
I look back, that sweet child mine
Rebels and stubborn its hollow me back…
I seeing my life like a movie,
All my passions,
My loves,
My adventures,
My challenges…
I would like to hold that time tide and never let them go… but if
I am my passions,
I am my loves,
I am my adventures,
I am my challenges
Why am I feeling like they are not any more?
That sweet child mine…
Rebels and stubborn its hollow me back…

7-15-2006

ANIMAL INSTINCT

ANIMAL INSTINCT



I am looking myself at the mirror and I seeing a human body;
What ‘s make me different from an animal if I come from one?
could it be relate to the emotions ?
Or could IT be the fact that I can be more rational just?
maybe both…
Sometimes I feel my inner animal more that my human side,
Sometimes I feel different kind of animals living inside of me,
Sometimes animals acts much better that I do…
I love feel my animal, and my animal like to feel me
I am a hawk a lieder and lover of justice …
I am a feline strategist hunter…
I am a snake slippery dangerous…
What is the difference between a hunter and a killer?
A hunter kill by need and a killer kills by pleasure…
My animal goes by instincts,
My human goes by been rational.
Being a animal it’s a constant battle between A hunter Becoming a killer…
I am a hawk
I chose my prey, which I carefully selected
I have the eye…
I know that It likes me from head to toe,
I will become a feline
I watch my prey
I dream whit it,
I play whit it
I wish for it ,
I smell it,
I feel it
Before even It been hunted…
When my prey makes eye contact,
It knows that its going to be hunt and
there is nothing that it can do to escape from me
because I will become a snake…
I hypnotize my prey,
Slowly crawling around the body
I will suffocate…
The dance starts …
Hunter or being hunted
Dominate or being dominated,
Pleasure or pain
Passion or love
Human or animal
Hawk,feline,snake
Animals living inside me
Eternal fight animal-human being…


by ibana villasenor
2007