SWEET CHILD MINE
I want to get back that sweet child mine ;
That child was free as a breeze on a hot summer…
All her innocence ,
All her believes,
All that power that she had to put the world under her feet…
No chains…
No weakness…
No fear …
Now I am older ,I am strong still
But life change me some way ,
I can’t regret the decisions taken
They are defining who I am today.
My body is maturing,
Its start the aging process and
I look back, that sweet child mine
Rebels and stubborn its hollow me back…
I seeing my life like a movie,
All my passions,
My loves,
My adventures,
My challenges…
I would like to hold that time tide and never let them go… but if
I am my passions,
I am my loves,
I am my adventures,
I am my challenges
Why am I feeling like they are not any more?
That sweet child mine…
Rebels and stubborn its hollow me back…
7-15-2006
About Me
- IBANA VILLASENOR
- boca raton, florida, United States
- www.ibanavillasenor.blogspot.com i am organic, 70% raw food eater,hair stylist,proud mother,model citizen! spiritual person,animal and nature lover...etc
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Showing posts with label poetry. Show all posts
Showing posts with label poetry. Show all posts
Aug 21, 2008
ANIMAL INSTINCT
ANIMAL INSTINCT
I am looking myself at the mirror and I seeing a human body;
What ‘s make me different from an animal if I come from one?
could it be relate to the emotions ?
Or could IT be the fact that I can be more rational just?
maybe both…
Sometimes I feel my inner animal more that my human side,
Sometimes I feel different kind of animals living inside of me,
Sometimes animals acts much better that I do…
I love feel my animal, and my animal like to feel me
I am a hawk a lieder and lover of justice …
I am a feline strategist hunter…
I am a snake slippery dangerous…
What is the difference between a hunter and a killer?
A hunter kill by need and a killer kills by pleasure…
My animal goes by instincts,
My human goes by been rational.
Being a animal it’s a constant battle between A hunter Becoming a killer…
I am a hawk
I chose my prey, which I carefully selected
I have the eye…
I know that It likes me from head to toe,
I will become a feline
I watch my prey
I dream whit it,
I play whit it
I wish for it ,
I smell it,
I feel it
Before even It been hunted…
When my prey makes eye contact,
It knows that its going to be hunt and
there is nothing that it can do to escape from me
because I will become a snake…
I hypnotize my prey,
Slowly crawling around the body
I will suffocate…
The dance starts …
Hunter or being hunted
Dominate or being dominated,
Pleasure or pain
Passion or love
Human or animal
Hawk,feline,snake
Animals living inside me
Eternal fight animal-human being…
by ibana villasenor
2007
I am looking myself at the mirror and I seeing a human body;
What ‘s make me different from an animal if I come from one?
could it be relate to the emotions ?
Or could IT be the fact that I can be more rational just?
maybe both…
Sometimes I feel my inner animal more that my human side,
Sometimes I feel different kind of animals living inside of me,
Sometimes animals acts much better that I do…
I love feel my animal, and my animal like to feel me
I am a hawk a lieder and lover of justice …
I am a feline strategist hunter…
I am a snake slippery dangerous…
What is the difference between a hunter and a killer?
A hunter kill by need and a killer kills by pleasure…
My animal goes by instincts,
My human goes by been rational.
Being a animal it’s a constant battle between A hunter Becoming a killer…
I am a hawk
I chose my prey, which I carefully selected
I have the eye…
I know that It likes me from head to toe,
I will become a feline
I watch my prey
I dream whit it,
I play whit it
I wish for it ,
I smell it,
I feel it
Before even It been hunted…
When my prey makes eye contact,
It knows that its going to be hunt and
there is nothing that it can do to escape from me
because I will become a snake…
I hypnotize my prey,
Slowly crawling around the body
I will suffocate…
The dance starts …
Hunter or being hunted
Dominate or being dominated,
Pleasure or pain
Passion or love
Human or animal
Hawk,feline,snake
Animals living inside me
Eternal fight animal-human being…
by ibana villasenor
2007
Jan 16, 2008
no more pain
please no more pain,we are humans ,we should we have a heart and think about our childrens,they are the future.violence,power are just a very low way to be because that mean's you are not capable to success without stepping on somebody's head.kids dont forguet,they will growth looking for revenge at some point.we all are somebody'sfamily ,father,mother ,son,cousin,no matter where we came from or belives are,we are not better that some body elseviolence bring more violencs,we dont need to fight ,we need to speak and decide what is the best for this earh and the human race, we caused so much damage already
scars by ibana and batman corversation...
you think :Time doesn't heal all wounds...it just hides them. It's not who I am underneath...But what I do...that defines me.
this is what you think...part its good the other part ?well i can say that every single scar you have inside helped to define you ,only if you were brave enough to could see deep throw the pain to growth and let it go at the same time without judge the other person because people that hurt you many times they did not want ti do it to be mean ,even if it feel like it ,they are looking for a definition too that its part of the maturing to know who you are and what you want ,that is a normal process where you help people to go to a next level,and i bet you , you did it to others and you did not want to hurt them and if you did it on propose that its revenge aganist the world where will come back and will harm you only.if you feel like this and you know that you are a good and kind human been,you are free because you now know that is not personal ,its not about you its about life.its true you can feel pain but you want to belive ,and every thing has a after price good or bad ,and nothing its for ever ... i hope you understand my mesage
well it sounds like a little shamed of you when you said you feel used...but my friend if you dont have a good relationship with yourself feeling proud of who you are,etcyou will blame somebody else because you dont want to be in charge of you;its your responsability respect your own limitation and boundaries...maybe you need to limit to who you want to help,love...beliving of who you are and what you do its enoug for you because you give the best as a person ,as a lover ...if the other person failure or does not want to be with you its their problems no yours...sounds weird but it works...step out your body looking at the mirror,and ask who that person is? how the others will looking at you,or think about you.you can not lie to yourself,if you can not keep eye contact,you need to fix your relationship with you and with all those thing you dont feel proud of,after that you will understand how and how much you love yourself and you dont need some boby to judge you because you are strong and the people around love for who you are ,and they will know that share with you its a privilage ...you are the master of your own wordl...rock it
this is what you think...part its good the other part ?well i can say that every single scar you have inside helped to define you ,only if you were brave enough to could see deep throw the pain to growth and let it go at the same time without judge the other person because people that hurt you many times they did not want ti do it to be mean ,even if it feel like it ,they are looking for a definition too that its part of the maturing to know who you are and what you want ,that is a normal process where you help people to go to a next level,and i bet you , you did it to others and you did not want to hurt them and if you did it on propose that its revenge aganist the world where will come back and will harm you only.if you feel like this and you know that you are a good and kind human been,you are free because you now know that is not personal ,its not about you its about life.its true you can feel pain but you want to belive ,and every thing has a after price good or bad ,and nothing its for ever ... i hope you understand my mesage
well it sounds like a little shamed of you when you said you feel used...but my friend if you dont have a good relationship with yourself feeling proud of who you are,etcyou will blame somebody else because you dont want to be in charge of you;its your responsability respect your own limitation and boundaries...maybe you need to limit to who you want to help,love...beliving of who you are and what you do its enoug for you because you give the best as a person ,as a lover ...if the other person failure or does not want to be with you its their problems no yours...sounds weird but it works...step out your body looking at the mirror,and ask who that person is? how the others will looking at you,or think about you.you can not lie to yourself,if you can not keep eye contact,you need to fix your relationship with you and with all those thing you dont feel proud of,after that you will understand how and how much you love yourself and you dont need some boby to judge you because you are strong and the people around love for who you are ,and they will know that share with you its a privilage ...you are the master of your own wordl...rock it
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